Swittly Insane

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

im simply in love witt euu @ 13:44

well im at home tdhae..not werqing..so juz plannin to slack at home..alone! thats de problem..maybe im not really dhat ready to be alone...well gonna update about yesterdhae..

acualiiee werq at 11am to 5pm..but i dunnoe whyy that stupit irritatin bullshittin (u noe i noe) asked me to leave at 3pm..so i did... and i purposely never punch in wen i arrived werq...i will make it troublesome fer you luhh keyhh..since u wanna play game wit me ryte..?

after werq at 3pm..walked2 wit bff arnd np..&& (u noe i noe)...
met another bff n slack2 near carpark && syaff farted!! oopss..hahha!..
sent bff to werq && myself && syaff walked2 agyn b4 she wen bacq to werq..&& fer myself, i waited fer bby at ishun mrt station..
den bby asked me to go hys hse..&& i followed...
had a superlicious wholly wonderful meal at bby's crib...
watched videos..&& so on && so forth...
bby sent me bacq to my crib at around 2135 hrs liddat...
kissed bby gdnyte && home sweet home my dear boy!

&& now im waiting fer my bffs to arrive at my palace coz im scared. to be alone..hmm...

im out!
c ya wen i c ya!
toodles!
Nursha Dinzley

Friday, March 26, 2010

Bishan or Novena? @ 17:40

As the above stated...haha!
Werqed 11 to 3pm...
Acualie bff && i both ended werq same tyming.dunnoe luhh somehow kena chnged..
so planned to waste our tyme by making a trip to Bishan..
&& this is the part where a gerl named, Nurshaa,was really confident..
She asked bff to board the 851 bus...
&& so they did...

Whats next?

For the moment nothing coz evrytin went perfectly normal...

until Nursha realised that the bus haf reached to Braddel Rd && she told bff that supposingly Bishan came first not Braddel..&& this two fools just sit at the bus hoping that the bus will stop somewhere at Bishan...hahah..

To add to the worriedness,bff is werqing at 5 and the clock is already showing at 430pm..
&& they are still sitting in the bus..&& they reached Thomson Rd...

So Nursha say to bff not to worry coz mayb the road infront is gg to Bishan but...
Now they at marymount rd..&& none of them knows where the heck is that place...
Only God knows..how they acted aftr that..

halfway thru the journey..bff said that they already at Novena..
&& Nursha was shocked..
hahahaha..
Their plan was to go Bishan but ended up at Tan Tock Seng Hospital!
Wad else..They quickly got off the bus && took trained bacq to Yishun...
hahha..
After that incident they still larf about it...
Lesson to Learn: Dont take 851 to Bishan or you will end up at Novena;Tan Tock Seng!

YourNumberOneGerl;Nurshaa Dinzley

memory you N me @ 01:25

to my love shafa

sayang awk nk tahu bile saye da transfer ke toa payoh, hati saye lemah sangat..

saye tak boleh lupe peristiwe our 1 month anniversary yg pagi awk suprise cake anniversary kite, wahtu itu saye ingat yg awk kat umah dan saye hairan knp awk aleh2 da kuar umah cpt...saye pelik la when awk ckp jumpe kat mrt..saye pun hairan mane la,when saye da jumpe awk, awk tutup mate saye,saye pun takot mane tahu awk taruk teluh kat saye,bile saye da buka mate saye terharu sangat depan saye ade HEART SHAPE CAKE yg awk paling romantic sekali tau seumur idup saye..

bile saye keje toa payoh bbq when saye briefing staff saye,saye terbayang yg dulu bile da uka kedai, saye selalu briefing awk dgn staff yg lain..saye sedih sgt...sayang yg penting kite jujur,percaye dan setia itu saye minta dari awk..saye rindu keje dgn awk kat north point bile tadi saye lalu kat keje bbq.saye terbayang when saye keje mlm that tyme awk keje kat sake sushi saye inagt awk tk tunngu saye,rupe2 nye awk suprise kan saye..awk cute la ..saye nk ckp terime kasih awk tlg saye wahtu saye keje mlm waktu tutup kedai...

I see you all the time

Never see you smile

I try to picture what's going on in your mind

He leaves you every night by yourself

He took your love and put it on the shelf
He doesn't really care... how you feel...

You should be moving on girl what's the deal?

I wanna see you out that door... cause girl you know you're worth much more

So baby tell me why you stick around

Always lonely and you only wear a frown

He don't treat you good and you know

The only thing left is for you to go

You shouldn't live a lie with someone

When deep inside you know he ain't the one

I don't know what to say no more

I wanna see you out that door

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahini (listen to me)

I really don't wanna see u cry

Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)

Don't wanna see another tear in your eye

Baby break away

Let him go

I don't know he's done to you

But I know that it's time to move on

Girl your love is blind

Girl I understand

That you're scared

And you feel that you might never love again

But baby that ain't true

No no no

I know that there some there for you

Someone that will see

That you are worth

An undiscovered treasure on this earth

Girl you know you're worth so much more

I wanna see you out that door

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahini (listen to me)

I really don't wanna see u cry

Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)

Don't wanna see another tear in your eye

Baby break away

Let him go

I don't know he's done to you

But I know it's time to move on

Girl your love is blind

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahini (listen to me)

I really don't wanna see u cry

Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)

Don't wanna see another tear in your eye

Baby break away

Let him go

I don't know he's done to you

But I know it's time to move on

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

half gone @ 17:29

Dearest Bubu..
I want you to know this..

Do you know how much it hurts me just now to see that you arent with me
My whole day at there is simply nothing without you..
I kept thinking of you..
Thinking that you would come there and work with me..
Bubu, do you remember that you always do briefing with me before i start work?
Had our breakfast together..
Do you remeber that?
Do you remember how we got to know each other?
Do you remember where and how i celebrated our First Anniversary?
Do you remember that i waited for you for 2 Hours at the bench infront of your workplace?
Do you remeber that baby?

I remember every bit of it..
Every little details i wont forget..
Why?
Because those are memories of you..

But now when you are gone...
Everytin seems to have gone with you..
And i..
Just cant accept the fact that you arent with me..
I smelled your scent when im working just now..
My heart beated fast..
hoping that you would appear somewhere infront of me..
But you are not there..
Im broken hearted.
I felt like crying just now..
But i told myself to be strong..
But i cant..
what's even pain is when i hear the song that we both love to hear..
"Your Love Is Blind"

Do you remember that you always play that song when i help you do the opening?

Im hurt..
Hurt to know that i haf to work alone without you..
Im weak..
Cos you are not there to make me happy..
You would always be there to make me smile..
You light up my life..
You are my everytin..

Baby..
I have made up my mind..
I want to resign at there end of this month..

Whats the use of working there when you are not there?
You yourself know that i came for interview at your workplace because of you..

And im going to quit this job because of you..
because i cannot go on without you..

I love you Bubu..

Your truly;

Nurshaa Dinzley

Monday, March 22, 2010

You Have Changed @ 13:57

Dearest My Baby Bubu..

If you are reading this, i would like you to know this...
In my opinion, i felt that you have changed..
Maybe you dont realise it but i do..
I know we seldom talk,meet or text each other and im afraid you changed because of that..
This is part of my opinion and im just saying out what i feel...

I feel that you are not Taufiq that i met before..

Some of your characters are still the same but somehow i feel that you are forcing yourself to entertain me...
Bubu, if you need some time alone just tell me..
Maybe we do need some time alone..
I dun wan we to quarell over this things..
And i wuld like to apologise if i haf made any inconvinience to you..
Im Sorryy..
Please dont leave me coz your love are just like my drug..
Im addicted to you..

Yours Truly;
Nurshaa Dinzley

I MISH BUBU! @ 11:01

heyy! moning2 to all de peeps!
woke up early tdhae to gv baby a wake up call later..hehe..
wont be werqin tdhae so gonna stay at home and restt..coz it feels lyke years dhat i havent get a proper rest..hmpphh!
otp wit baby yesterdhae till 2 am...woahh..haha.
den im off to my fairytale dream..but it turns out to be a bad one..ddnt wished to elaborate any further..
wad i hoped for is i and baby happy tghtr in our relationship coz i really love baby veryy muchh!
ok luh..maybe dys afternoon i wuld put up another post aites!
mwahh!
taqqairre!
c ya wen i c ya..
toodles!!!

Sunday, March 21, 2010

@ 00:08

I MISS YOU!

FROM TWO DAYS I NEVER MSG MY BABY GAL19-20/3..COZ MY BABY HP LOSE

I MISS MY BABY SHAFA ALOT...

NOW AT WORK AT TOA PAYOH BBQ CHICKEN (NEW OUTLET)

WHEN I WORK I ALWAYS MSG THAT I GOIN WORK BUT WHEN MY BABY LOSE HP

I ALWAYS THINKIN MY LOVE, SHE ALWAYS MAKE ME HAPPY N CARING I CANT FORGET EVERTHING...

I TRY TO BE STRONG N HAPPY THATS ONE THING

ON SAT AFTERNOON I SO SAW MY BABY SHAFA N HIS FRENZ LOOK NEW OUTLET IM SO SHOTS THAT MY BABY COME...I MISS YOU DARLING..I NERVER MAKE YOU DOWN ..TRUST ME SAYANG...

NOW I VERY2 TIER COZ 1 WEEK 12 TO 11 I NEVER MEET MY LOVE MWAH!

K LA I NEED TO REST CYA

FROM TAUFIQ AZIZ

BABY BUBU

Friday, March 19, 2010

@ 13:31

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Mishh youu! @ 13:24

Hey peeps!
tdhae morning met baby at ishun station..
bby wanna mit up as we havent met up fer a few dhaes..
walked out of my hse arnd 720am..
reached met bby..
bby so cute tdhae...
im so da happy!!
now hving OSA lsn..teacher talkin bout our upcomin project..
individual summore!
hmmm...
tmrw mitin baby agaynn..
yeahhh!hehe.
ok luh.
im out!
toodles!

Monday, March 15, 2010

Why be so pathetic? @ 19:32

Wad a hetic dhae todhae..
Skool agyn && im sicked && tired of it! Seriously!!!
Just waiting fer the skool's closure!hehe
Everytin went fine tdhae EXCEPT while waiting fer the bus something happened to me...my tummy's hurtin me..&& im in PAIN! HELP!!! ahahhahah! jk!
Im in Pain..yeah..girls stuff..perhaps..
otp wit bby...yknow wad..i miss bby aloaddd!!!!!!!
feels like hugging him..kissing him..oopss..(censored)..hahhaha
youu know i know larh peeps!
So yarh...slept at class..Zzzzzz... i was tired! really!..
coz the speaker was talking bout this hospice thingy..and to tell you im not even intersted bout it and so thts whyy it make me doze off...ehhehe!!!..
and yarhh so now at mama's beddy lying down && putting up this post..
okeyhhluhh bebey!
im out!
c ya wen i c ya!
mwah!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Im not taken aback! @ 14:30

I hate everytin dhat i faced now..All are lies! Lies! Lies! Lies!
Tell me now! Tell me wad else you wanna blame me.. You are good at blaming me.. Wad bout you?
Are you dhat 100 percent PERFECT? ohh c'mon luhh! YOU AREN'T! get it?!
I haf been enduring everybit of your attitude..everytin dhat you said to me..every wurds dhat came out frm your mouth..always pull down my confidence level..even dhat..i take it as a joke..
yeahh i may larf infront of you..but you know deep inside..im hurt..coz your wurds are really pain..

You scolded me this morning because i otp wif taufiq..you told me dhat i was lazyy..neyy do housewerq && all..
but tell me de truth..all this while,who haf been helping you do all those werq?
who helped you out when your other daughters aint around?
Its me!
im the one hu helped you out!
im not here to brag about myself..but i really cant stand it when you treated me like this..
Im 17 years old already but yet you treat me like a kid!
You kept hold of my POSB Card..saying that im styll a kid && you scared that i will lose it..
you dun allow me to go to far places..like far east plaza,bugis,orchard..or any town places..your reason was..im styll a small kid! when i say i wanna go that place,you scolded me..asking me to just sit at home && do housewerq..Whyy eldest sister always get the privileage? why cant i?
and actuali im werqin tdhae but i ney go..why? coz u spoilt my mood..
Do you know how heartbreaking it is when you always scolded me fer the things that i acualie innocent about?
To add to this pain im feeling..i dun trust in frends anymore!
whats the use of calling yourself my frend when you backstabbed me?!
Full of LIES!
Thanks to you!
Thanks to myself too that im not taken aback by all your sweet lies!

Just tell me now...Just make evrytin clear now..
Do you people really appreciate my presence or you arent..&& you are just pretending?
because i dun wan to leave in this world if its full of lies!
Just tell me && i wul d leave you all fer good..
Thanks
~Nurshaa Dinzley~

Saturday, March 13, 2010

@ 22:56

today i goin my uncle wedding at JB

1> i awake up 5.30am...i not enough rest just now morning becouse yesterday i slepp aroud 2 am....hmmm

2>fanally all my family n all my cousin have good journey at JB,when i reach at break station we all go together to my uncle wedding it is go wedding side 2 hrs.

3>at last we all reach that wedding place,for me it to far the journey until i slepp in van..

at JB is to HOT! YEAKS! FANALLY the wedding when smoothly.

4>i really miss my baby shafa at singapore so i dedicate the song to her which title"AKU LAH KEKASIHMU" .

5>oh ya fanally we all goin back from wedding i m so tire n so sleppy seriously..

6> when i reach singaporeat around 7+ i so happy coz i miss my baby byby voice...long tyme never talk in phone...

bt i understand my byby ppd low..thats y i miss

from taufiq aziz

baby bubu

@ 17:02

Hellos to all de peeps!!!
Firstlyy i wuld lyke to wish myself a HAPPY 17th BURFDHAE!!!
Yeahh!
Finally im 17!!!
but.... tdhae's my burfdhae..yet my brother styll havent return yet..
to add this pain..mum && dad dun even remember todhaes my burfdhae..
haishh!
weell dhats fer all my burfdhadyy dhae!

acualie tdhae werqing but neyy go werq.. lazyy durhh! haha
woke up arnd 7 or 8am..otp wif baby as he's gg to mlysia..
slept bacq..
woke up arnd 9 liddat..
houseyywerqqy..
bathe..had breaqfazz..
got ready..&& off i am..
bussed bacq to ishun..
&& home sweet home..
now watching KRISSH....hahha!
&& doin Microsoft Excel..hmphh!

btw..to my dearest bubu..
thnks fer the gift..i lurve youu sooo much my hubbyy!!
mwahh!
mishh youu aload darl!

YourNumberOneGerl;~Nurshaa Dinzleysha

@ 01:43

story about taufiq n shafa

pertame kali taufiq nampak shafa dpn keje taufiq,taufiq tanye bai siape tu?bai say itu kwn saye name shafa kwn baik class baizura,baizurah is my part time staff at bbq,
kedue shafa datang dpn keje tunggu baizurah abis keje,aku tanye bai yg aku nk berkenalan dgn shafa
aku pass num aku kat shafa few minuts shafa kasi jawapan yg shafa sudi berkwn dgn aku,
ketige wahtu itu aku off day,yg aku tk tahu shafa nk interview keje pat bbq chicken,aku terkejut yg shafa dpt keje bbq chicken.
keapat hari 7 of jan shafa msg aku tanye hello taufiq...?i say hi shafa....then i say if u become my girlfriend do u accept?shafa say YES MY DEAR then aku so HAPPY YAHOO at last shafa accept my ANS,that time aku keje pargi..ptg aku dari keje jumpe sayang aku kat mRt ishun dan kite bual2 yg kite tk sangke da matair...aku berdoa hubungan kite kekal samapai tunangan..
kelima sayang aku blg yg die interview keje bukan pasal keje,sayang aku interview sebab sayang aku nk kenal diri aku,aku dgr story dari sayang aku rase so touch tk pernah2 seumur idup aku dpt matair yg paling cute tapi bernah. k la gtg sebenarnye story paling panjang sekali tapi sampai di sini sahaje..

dari taufiq aziz

@ 00:54

TO MY LOVE SHAFA

-Hello baby shafa...HAPPY BIRTHDAY LALING i m so proud that u 17 years old...

bubu always pray for u that workhard,always happy,dun stress so much,take care ur health...i always make you happy n make u smile...

-this picture memorie celebrate my baby birthday on (12/march/10 2.45pm)
hie laling i harap byby uke penberi hadiah dari bubu,nie la tande ingatan yang bubu cinte kan byby,lau byby windu boleh la hug winnie pooh,walau pun kite jumpe sekejap pun bubu rase happy sangat goin out wif you...

sayang i love u so much,i always thingking of you becouse u now in my heart...mwah!

-ily,ily,ily,ily,ily,ily,ily, <7> i love you
i mis u,i mis u,i mis u,i mis u,i mis u,i mis u,i mis u
<7> i mis you .

y i put 7 i love you n y i put 7 i mis you this memorie for us

FrOm Ur LOVE

Taufiq (baby bubu)

Thursday, March 11, 2010

My Distorted Heart.. @ 15:53

~~This heart above.. Resembles my heart now...~~

~~How i wished for happily ever after...but it seems to not exist in my life...~~

~~ohh whhyy???~~

im sicked! im heartbroken! @ 11:49

im in CS class now..
moning2 our class went to Dover ITE to have a talk about success..(same old granny's tales)
bussed back to Clementi ITE..
filled up my hungry tummy..
&& daydream for a while.LOL

Now my mood is to nowhere..Im really getting lazzy to live in this pathetic world..
Im disappointed! Heartbroke!!
He simply doesnt want to believe me..
What i say is the truth..
What he did was to say.."Hmm its ok..Free just msg me.tc".
Im just soo blank now..

i switched off my hp..

culnt bother anymore.
i want be alone!
i haf enuf of stressing myself!

** im not lying..nor im kidding..to tell you..im stress with all thats happening..im going to blow out one day..**

@ 01:35

this memorie picture in train

on 7/1/10

i m so happy our r'ship always happy....i really proud i have girlfriend always honest,loving,understanding

make funny when we goin out together.

r'ship always must be trust n communicate when we together thats in important when we r'ship.

both of us like tthis picture becouse that time we celerbrate anniversary we go shopping

i can't forget that time when we goin out,i REALLY LOVE YOU (NOR SHAFAWATI BTE ROSLI)

YOU ALWAYS IN MY SIDE

YOU ALWAYS IN MY HEART

few more day my baby shafa goin 17 years old,i always pray for ur future and always be strong and be happy =))

mmwwaahh! BIG kiss

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

@ 11:35

as days goes by..my family started to break apart..all those sweet memories will eventually fade awae...

wads pass is pass..

but i simply cant accept the fact dhat things really has to end up this way..

whyy ohh whyy must it be lyke dys?

cant fate show some mercy on our family?

we've been thru this since young..i really thought dhat someday dys crisis wuld end but....haishhh..

it simply starts to act up agayn..but this tyme its getting worse than ever..

whyy ohh whyy???

ppl ask me to cheer up..No! i cant..how can i ever cheer up when my family is startin to fall apart?

now let me ask..if you were in my shoe..how wuld youu feel?

lyke durrhh you wunt feel happy wen you are being separated frm someone especially ur siblings..

whyy ohh whyy must it turn out dys way?!

Sunday, March 7, 2010

@ 18:07

firstlyy i wuld lyke to wishh my bubu happy 2 month anny!!! yay!!
hehe!
lurvee bubu aloaddd!!!!!!!!!

secondly i wuld lyke to say dhat i had enuf of all these stupitt nonsense!.
i hate himm aload!
hate u even if u are my dad!
go to hell with dhat!
hu cares??? seriouslyy i dun gv a damn shit to u larhhh!
please get ur own lyfe and wake up!! u think we lyke u uh?
ppl sae wadever it is.they are styll our dad..but wad the heck.. if u are my dad u wunt do this to ur own daughter..because of u ..i haf lost my sister..u lyke itt ryt?
fuck off witth dhat!!

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

@ 11:39

my heartbreaks into pieces when i recalled all the memories we had tgtr..u were there with me..tgtr happily as always.. but wad about now?
whyy do you leave me like dhat?
i had reminded you earlier not to repeat ur foolish act agayn..but look wad happen now?!
im not angry nor frustrated..im just sad..sad dhat i have lost u..
because your presence in my life is really meaningful..
i dun wan to lose u any more..
i noe i maybe attached now with somebody..he is the half of me..and u are the another half..and my heart..both of you are the key holder to it..but now dhat u are gone..he cant simply hold my heart on just ine side..its falling apart now..its falling..its breaking into bits and pieces..it cant no longer be a perfect heart..it cant..coz this heart is simply worthless without you my dear brother..
please brother..please ..i need you with me..
i need you...