Wednesday, March 24, 2010
half gone @ 17:29
Dearest Bubu..
I want you to know this..
Do you know how much it hurts me just now to see that you arent with me
My whole day at there is simply nothing without you..
I kept thinking of you..
Thinking that you would come there and work with me..
Bubu, do you remember that you always do briefing with me before i start work?
Had our breakfast together..
Do you remeber that?
Do you remember how we got to know each other?
Do you remember where and how i celebrated our First Anniversary?
Do you remember that i waited for you for 2 Hours at the bench infront of your workplace?
Do you remeber that baby?
I remember every bit of it..
Every little details i wont forget..
Why?
Because those are memories of you..
But now when you are gone...
Everytin seems to have gone with you..
And i..
Just cant accept the fact that you arent with me..
I smelled your scent when im working just now..
My heart beated fast..
hoping that you would appear somewhere infront of me..
But you are not there..
Im broken hearted.
I felt like crying just now..
But i told myself to be strong..
But i cant..
what's even pain is when i hear the song that we both love to hear..
"Your Love Is Blind"
Do you remember that you always play that song when i help you do the opening?
Im hurt..
Hurt to know that i haf to work alone without you..
Im weak..
Cos you are not there to make me happy..
You would always be there to make me smile..
You light up my life..
You are my everytin..
Baby..
I have made up my mind..
I want to resign at there end of this month..
Whats the use of working there when you are not there?
You yourself know that i came for interview at your workplace because of you..
And im going to quit this job because of you..
because i cannot go on without you..
I love you Bubu..
Your truly;
Nurshaa Dinzley
